Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Were rules made to be broken?

So maybe rules were made to be broken. I didn't really care about the first two but I was royally pissed off at myself for breaking the third. Because breaking the third, really, not classy. But then today I stopped and thought about it. And I realized that with Mark, it was going to happen sooner or later. And, knowing us, it was going to happen sooner. So, really, if you know that it's going to happen, is breaking the third rule such a bad thing? I don't know what it makes me. Other than stupid. Stupid for falling head over heels in a week. A week. That's all it took. I didn't think it could happen this fast. And yet it did. With James, I ran from commitment. With Mark, I want nothing but. In all honesty, I can see myself spending the rest of my life with him. He's all I could ever want. And, that amusing thing is, I have a feeling Mark is as head over heels for me as I am for him. Definitely a bad combination. I guess we have to wait and see.

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